mrtanman32

Things started out rough, as i made a foolish and over baring atempted to befriend one of the more well known ofthe gmoders, leading to several head on clases, long the way i made so mny ne nd awesome friends, some i didn't expect, a few months in (i forget when exactly) the clash hit ts worse, i won't say why or how, since it is in the past and is alreadyt forgiven, i discoverd my strongest friends here, therus (hope he returns soon), delta (who i chated to the most on steam), and kurt (who i helped wih a story idea for by excident), a also found stormbadger, who in time i discovered  that his father was once in the S.C.A. (if you don't know

having autistic spectrum makes it hard for me to chooses sides in things most of the time, mostly when conflict is the reason, its the reason i prefer this simulated envoment to the real word most days's, so i don't have to risk losing friends becuase they had a disagreement, it least, thats what i hoped. being a member of the gmod community has shown me that even through screens of pixels, you grow close bonds to people, some you may not expect, but when those bonds break... i think am beginning to see the people ive come to see as siblings getting so worked up in fights, the online family i made is slowly cracking away. what ever happend